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SHINEE IS SO SEXY.
Their new song, Amigo, I meant. In terms of body they still has a long way to go luh. But oh my god the song is so hot! I especially liked the beginning part. The 'Cold heart baby, Cold eyes baby' and the BAM BAM BAM! -REMOVED- SHINee - Amigo perf. WATCH IT. SHINee is officially getting hotter and hotter. I think I'm falling for Minho. Either him or JongHyun. Haha but I just realised I only like the front part of Amigo. Anyway I've already downloaded it. Going to sync it into my iPod soon. Gotta sleep early. I have dance tomorrow morning. Followed by lunch with Zhen Hong. And the watching The Coffin with Furqaan and Ms. Goo darlings. I love them <3 Anybody tagging along? P.S Minho's sexy charisma and husky voice is <3 I told you I have a thing for charismatic guys. |
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THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME WELL FOR TOMORROW'S TRIP !
I love all of you guys so much. CAREL, MS. GOO, ZAMTARO, CARDBOARD GUY, NURIANA, YANJUN UNNIE AND ALL HIROUKA PEOPLE, SARANGHAE <3
I'll take alot of pictures in Korea! And you guys have to take care also! Make sure I see all of you in 1 peice when I come back! NOT A SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR MISSING OKAY! And must turn up for the chalet also uh *nudgerazinudge*
I really think I'm going to cry tomorrow. I am so GOING TO MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. ALL THE HIROUKA PEOPLE >.< *tears* I'm blessed to have awesome friends like you guys <3>
Lunch was pretty sian just now. Ate rice with other stuff at the airport, but kept sms -ing Fee and Furqaan throughout lunch. Fiona jiejie baked cupcakes, and they're awesome <3>
*logs off and go to sleep cos Dad wanted to use the com*
EDIT -
My eye is even more swollen after sleeping. It kinda hurts already. So suay, getting a swollen eye before the trip >.<> flat or rounded?
But I'm going to be positive about all these. Like what Carel said, I'm going to Korea. I should enjoy myself, SO I'M GOING TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN. I'll start helping/befriending everyone I know or don't know in the trip. For myself and for you guys. See the impact you guys have on me? I really love you people.
Okay luh, don't mushy mushy already. Leave it for tomorrow. Going to watch The Coffin with Furqaan and Ms Goo tomorrow! I cannot wait man. I saw how people reacted to it in Thailand, and all I can say is, its hella scary.
Can't wait to hear Furqaan scream or something. Hehe.
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I'm so sleepy now. But let me blog before sleeping.
Today I had dinner with Ms. Ruth. Brought her to GangNaRoo and I'm glad she likes the food there ^^ We're going back there again! Next time is to eat the BBQ thing, which is really really simply delicious. I'm sure she'll like it, and also this time I wanna eat pancakes. Thanks for the treat there Ms. Ruth dear! You're the best <3
After that we went to eat at TCC (art gallery). Its a normal TCC luh, but it has a slighty arty concept. We both LOVE desserts so we went there to eat after that.
OMIGOSH I LOVE THE DESSERT <3>
Ms Ruth, now you have another favourite other than the Changi airport one right ~ But its abit far luh. I think its a good place to unwind your stress though =D
Here are some pictures taken from TCC
We really talked about alot of things. From gossips to results, from results to weird dreams. Haha. Men can never understand women. NEVER ^^
Really looking forward to dinner-ing with you again Ms. Ruthie ~~ I was disappointed the ahjumma wasn't there today. Was really hoping to expose you to some korean first. Haiz.
JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT TODAY..
Alright, I have this feeling that ____ doesn't like me anymore. (I'm not going to mention the name of the group because I don't want to spoil it's image.)
In fact, I think that they they might be hating my guts. Might. Why? Seriously, the only reason I can think of is the issue of me quitting dance. Which also equals to them paying more to cover my share. Which will eventually cause them to have resentment towards me.
Money. It's a good and evil thing.
But honestly, if this is really the reason, if this is really true, then I got nothing to say. Go ahead, hate me. I'm apologetic, I've apologized, what else do you expect me to do? What else can I do? Sell myself for money to pay for the dance? The unnies might not be telling me this but this is how I think they're feeling.
Heck. They don't even talk to me nowadays.
Hmm. If they want to continue this, then fine. I don't have to bother so much, or even CARE if they don't even want to put themselves in my shoes.
Not everyone has a job/is as rich as you guys.
If I have to leave, I'll leave. There's no point in me trying to fit in to another person's world.
There are times where I can't stand blood type A people. I have this urge to give A s a stare. Some can't even bother to think about others, and even abuse their (non existant) authority. Some just make me want to laugh when they attempt to do something they don't even know, and think they're doing great. Worse is they don't even wanna listen to people who is familiar in that line and they even question their reliability. It's like asking a chef is he's sure he's cooking a chicken and not pork. And to top it off, they don't know the meaning of respect. At least I've learnt how to be firm like her.
I don't know why but I get angry when I read her LiveJournal. She's a very cute person but she is just so self delusional, it's worrying. But when I see her putting others down for this delusion, I get angry. I think its a pity, really. Is this what she really wants? Quiet but always supportive. Someone normal.
She's awesome. I owe her alot, and I won't ever forget how she's helped me and cared for me.
Sweet but sometimes scary and self centred. Well. Background has a part to play, I guess?
Always there to help, sweet and caring. She's one I've learnt alot from and won't ever forget.
Memorable time spent luh, on the whole. If I'm not wanted, I'll just leave.
KOREA; THURSDAY <3
I'm leaving for Korea this Thursday already. Really excited, especially with the visit to the High School and EVERLAND. Of course I hope there're also malls and all that luh.
I seriously don't know what to expect on this Thursday. Tears, I guess? I'll really miss alot of people. Definately going to miss Hirouka people, especially people like Zamtaro, Furqaaaaaaaan, Manda, and a wholeeeeeee lot of others. Just watched the first part of Come To Play. It was the show where Junsu talked about his first kiss etc. Well the first part was really funny luh. He's so dorky can. KNS. Break my heart then make me fall in love with you again. Tsk.
Lunch with Oliver, Fiona jiejie, and grandparents at the airport tomorrow. 12.15 pm, and Ama has been calling me and my parents to ensure that I won't be late >.<
Dance in the morning on Thursday. Oh man. Can't I not go? >.<
P.S I want to sleep well tonight. Wake up at my own pace, and not be late for lunch. Again. |
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Whoever is the idiot who created Blogger, DAMN YOU. I spent 2 freaking hours trying to get the pictures to load, WHY THE HELL WON'T YOU LOAD IT?! Upload 15 pics, only 6 came out. Bloody hell. YOU SUCK. EDIT Okay fine, so now you finally load my bloody pictures. After repeated tries. WHAT ABOUT MY TEXT NOW?! You freaking computer, I'M YOUR MASTER, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LISTEN TO ME, COS I BOUGHT YOU. So UPLOAD MY POST PROPERLY NOW! Or I swear I will change to apple or something. |
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Okay. So I read that Junsu had his first kiss at 20. With his girlfriend. In the carpark. That is like last year. Okay seriously, I didn't expect this, but my heart broke a little. I don't know why also. I've always refrained from being a stupid, ultra crazy fangirl(I just pretend to be one), and yet, I'm still dumb after all. Why so sad over a kiss someone whom you don't know had? SM's probably starving his ass right now. Speaking of starving, it suddenly reminds me of the SM auditions. WHICH I AM NOT PREPARED YET. I know what to do luh, just that I don't have the will to do it. Excuses. I'm just being plain lazy. You're so right. I need to start preparing. Come on Allison! EDIT - Okay enough. I'm crying already. Need to stop looking at all the pictures. Good night. |
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TODAY WAS SO FUN <3 Met up with Amanda at Tampines. I was supposed to go 'get whatever I needed for my korea trip' with the money Ama gave me, but I didn't buy anything at all. And now I am regretting it. Cos I called Ms. Ruth darling just now and she told me that THERE WON'T BE A TIME TO WEAR SCHOOL UNIFORM THERE. Which means we're even going to wear our home clothes to Jung San High School. Which means that I'm going to embarrass myself because I don't have any nice clothes to wear to the school. Why the need to wear nice nice? Because I'm representing a SINGAPORE CASSIOPEIA there. (Cassiopeia is the name of DBSK's fanclub). And I bet Junsu's duck butt on it that there're going to be loads of Cassiopeia fangirls in the school. Oh my gosh! Just what the hell am I going to wear there! I mean, I can't just wear like, ugly clothes there and tell the fangirls 'Yo, stay away from Junsu oppa, he's mine' right??? Okay just joking about the whole DBSK part. BUT STILL I NEED CLOTHES. Cos I don't have any clothes that's warm enough to keep me warm there, and I don't have time anymore to go and shop for some. And because of global warming, I'M FREAKING SCARED THAT IT'LL SUDDENLY START TO SNOW THERE. LOLS. Imagine the situation. So the point of this whole chunk of rubbish is.... Is anyone kind enough to borrow me some clothes? Those that can keep me warm? ^^ Today alot of funny things happen sia. We went to Paya Lebah to shop. And then we went to KFC to eat. And you know what? THERE WAS A CRAZY MAN THERE. He's a malay and is old. And very weird. When we first went into the KFC, we saw him sitting at the table, and he looked like he was talking to someone. But after awhile he got up and left, and we went to sit and bought food. AND THEN HE CAME BACK AGAIN ! This time, he was talking very loudly. That's when we noticed that... HE WAS NOT HOLDING A PHONE AT ALL. AND HE WASN'T USING SOME WIRELESS STUFF. HE WAS TALKING TO HIS HAND. Like seriously. He just put his left hand on his ear and started yakking away. Thats when we realised he was crazy. At first we were making lame suggestions like how he might actually be some secret spy or secret agent and actually had some bug in his ear or something. I said that maybe he was talking to Mas Selamat, and Amanda made a comment saying that maybe HE IS MAS SELAMAT'S FATHER. I laughed till I almost choked. And then things got even more freakier/funnier. He just stood at the door for like, the whole half an hour he was there an every few minutes, he would walk out of the door. And preciesly 10 seconds later(I counted), he would walk back in, 'talking' again. We were totally laughing together with the 2 china girls on the other table luh. Gosh. Really damn funny man. I even asked Amanda to take a secret picture. And once we got out of there, he immediately came to sit down. FREAKY LUH. Go ask Amanda. Then when we walked out, we saw this china girl and this OLD MAN. His face was like, at her boobs there lah. And he was like, touching her and all that. One look and you can tell what kind of woman she is already luh. Cheap. I even took their picture. Walao eh. And then in the MRT we saw this chinese guy who was TALKING SO GOD DAMN LOUDLY on the phone. Even the innocent ang moh who was listening to his iPod looked up at him. You know what's the most funny thing? His pants were not zipped. I was just beside him and I started cracking up so badly. It must have embarrassed him cos he alighted at the next stop. So now you know, whenever you are bored and need some drama, head down to Paya Lebah! We then went to Paragon and ate at Canele Patisserie Chocolaterie. Awesome, as usual. Haha Amanda is so freaking cute. How would I describe her? Like a female Furqaan ^^ After that we chatted on the mrt. LEARNED ALOT OF NEW THINGS. I want to stain it. STAIN!! I love Amanda Goo. She's awesome <3 Finally, a whole freaking post completed. I'm getting lazy again. As I was listening to Big Bang's Last Farewell, I suddenly thought of another my ex love, Choi Seunghyun aka TOP. Haiz. I even remember fighting with Yanjun unnie for him. Too bad it's all Junsu now. Shall post his picture. OH I REMEMBER. I DON'T HAVE BIG BANG STUFFS HERE. Silly me. Going to Korea this Thursday. Bag not packed. So sleepy. 저를 기다릴 것인가? 그것은 너무 늦을 것인가 >.< 저를 다시 아래로 시키지 말라 . |
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Annyong <3 I didn't blog yesterday cos I was so wiped out when I reached home. Today was awesome man. The first time I went for Jalan Raye. And its really very good. I love the cookies and the food! I REALLY WANT TO DO IT AGAIN. But I heard today is the last day of Jalan Raye? So sad =( I'll miss you.. chocolate cookies/kueh lapis/tarts ..... We(Me, Carel, Berwin, Furqaan, Azizul and Junyou) were supposed to meet at Whitesands at 12. But as expected, all of us were late and FURQAAN was the latest one to arrive. I don't know if it is a good thing or not, but because we were all late, WE MET SHAWN HOW THERE. Stop all your 'Oh see, its fate Allison! You and Shawn are FATED!' thing uh. Anyway, we went to stalk Shawn and then proceed to play arcade for awhile. But because even by THEN Furqaan is still on the way, we just left him there to meet Isman and gang instead. After alighting at Ms Faridah's house, Berwin turned in Marcus again and crapped at the corridor. He's so funny ^^ Daphne, WanLin and Sarah were there already. And once we got in me and Azizul started eating. Eh can't blame us uh, the food so tempting and delicious <3 The cookies and tibits were <3 And of course batches of 3E2 started streaming in. Okay pictures now. After Ms. Faridah's house, we were supposed to go to Razi's house. But Furqaan suddenly wanted to go to Ms. Krusiah(?) house, so I went to my ama's house which was like, so freaking near. I'm happy I went, cos I realised how much I missed my grandparents. And my ama gave me $50! LUCKILY I WENT. Heehee. Then I slacked there for half an hour and then went to meet Furqaan and gang at Bedok mrt. Only Wardah, Furqaan and I went to Razi's house, the rest dropped off at different places ~ Then something funny happened at Razi's house. You know how younger malays always greet their elders? Like salam/selamat(sorry uh, I don't know what its called) them by bringing their palms to their forehead? When Razi's mum and dad came home, they held their palms out to Furqaan and Wardah and TO ME ALSO. And because I was surprised and abit lost, I just copied the two of them and selamat/salam them. At first I anyhow do to Razi's mum, cos I really didn't know how, but when his dad came, I did it more properly after seeing how Furqaan and Wardah did it. And just when I thought no one saw what I did, I spotted Razi standing in the kitchen laughing at me >.< Apparently I looked like a malay. But it was fun luh, definately something I'll never forget. I'm beginning to love the malay culture <3 Then we took bus 21 all the way home. I love Jalan Raye -ing. GOTTA DO IT AGAIN UH!! When I came home, the floor was all sticky. My retard brother dropped the bottle of Kikapo on the floor and IT EXPLODED. I don't know luh, his words. And remember that I wanted to cut my hair? I changed my mind and tried to style it in the way I wanted it to look like. AND I SUCCEEDED <3 Except that I need to cut my fringe at the side abit. It's supposed to look something like BoA's hair in Girls On Top era. Short on top, spike it, and long tails below. Finally, I present to you my *ahem* imitation of Xiah Junsu's famous angel pose. Nevermind. Shall get him to teach me the angel pose in Bangkok!! MUAHAHAHA <3 Anyway since I'm at it already, might as well post some pictures of Junsu. This is for Fiona jiejie. JIE JIE! You must see this okay! That time I let you see Junsu in the mv that one was a not as handsome phase of him! So now I'll show you some nice pictures so erase that ugly Junsu from your memory ^^ My husband and our child, Inhwan <3 They were getting ready for Halloween in 2006 ^^ Aiyah. Suddenly feel lazy to post somemore. I just remembered something funny. Carel said she likes malay guys. Furqaan says he likes malay and chinese girls. Me? I like chinese guys, malay guys, korean guys, japanese guys, and thai guys ^^ SHIT I have not packed my luggage. Help meeeee. Gotta go pack now. OH and I'm going out to shop with Manda Goo darling later. Gonna bring her to Canele <3 3 more days to Korea <3 P.S BoA's Eat You Up is doing pretty well on Itunes <3 |
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I'm blogging from Fiona jie jie house now. While she is cooking, I'm happily insulting/entertaining/laughing at this funny drag queen who was Fiona's roomate in Canada ^^ He's so funny. Will post pictures and blog again soon when I get home <3 |
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Hmm. Woke up today to 3 smses from Shawn. He asked why we were drifting apart as friends. Like what happened in the Cyberpoint yesterday. What could I say? Let time tell luh. Oliver ran out of the house, probably looking for some time to spend with his retarded friend FRIDAUS >.< Tsk he was supposed to go to Fiona jie jie house with me today okay! And I realised I really need to start packing my luggage and get whatever clothes I need. I'm losing track of time already. Haiyo. I also decided not to cut my hair today. I'm going to try to style my hair in that way first and see how. Cos I think that my hair is already good now, just that I don't know how to style. So we'll see how luh. If even after style still not the same, can go cut tomorrow what. Thanks appa for giving me money haha. Things I Want To Buy In Korea : BANC products BB Cream Make up products Handphone accessories DBSK goods SHINee goods (?) Skirts Tops Something to do with Big Bang or FT. Island for Yanjun unnie Some local korean food/stuff from local convenience stores or whatever Gum for Oliver (I owed him since the Japan trip) Souveniers for friends/family Going to bathe, followed by straightening hair and styling it. Then off the Fiona jie jie house ^^ P.S Anyone got a traditional malay costume to borrow me? |
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You are probably confused why I'm blogging again. That's because I've come to tell you NEVER TO GIVE UP. Persevere and you will get what you want. As I was publishing my previous post, the pictures and words just didn't come out right. Some pictures were not published and some words did not come out at all. I SPENT THE NEXT HOUR EDITING THE SAME POST AGAIN AND AGAIN SO IT COULD PUBLISH PERFECTLY WHEN I VIEW MY BLOG. For that 1 hour, I was so freaking fustrated I wanted to die. But I told myself, just one more try. Just one more. And I did it. The pictures and post finally came out, just the way I wanted it. Never give up, and keep trying. EDIT - OH MY GOD. I just watched the boys's (DBSK) Mirotic performance just now. AND IT IS SO EFFING HOT. The camera man sucked man. Changmin had his shirt unbuttoned (which was RARE) and yet they didn't zoom in. What the! Tsk. Wasted lah. And Changmin hit his high note! Admist all that dancing and singing! AND IT WAS 100 % LIVE! Oh my gosh. He looked so hot. I think I'm falling for him (Sorry Junsu..). But you know whats the BEST part? The damn hot pelvic thrust. Look, I'm not a pervert okay? I mean, how can you blame meeeeeeee ? The boys practically have a pelvic thrust part in EVERY dance song! Alright not all. BUT STILL! And at first I didn't notice it. I only noticed Junsu doing it, but I thought it was his 'solo' since he was standing right at the front. BUT THEN I REALISED THAT IT WAS PART OF THE DANCE, AND ALL 5 BOYS WERE DOING THAT PELVIC THRUST! I then proceeded to spend the next 1 min replaying that part, looking at each member's pelvic thrust. Hey, I was just EVALUATING their performance okay ^^ Keke And of course the best pelvic thrust goes to XIAH JUNSU <3 I'm not being biased! He's the PRO in pelvic thrusting okay. It's been his specialty in dances since shedding his 'innocent angel' image to a sexier, more mature, CHARISMATIC one ^^ Gosh. I AM going crazy. *shakes head* |