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ME2DAY

Saturday, February 28, 2009 @21:41

Dance was instense, as usual. I'm going to study my physics and Biology tmr.. Well I heard that the Physics paper is gonna be hard.

I finally went out to buy the papers for my letter to Koushiro. The more I think of it, the more guilty I feel. Carel, I was thinking we go take some neoprints so that I can send some to Koushiro. What do you think? Maybe with Goo or something. I'm also going to send him a box of chocolates ^^

So now, I'm going to go bathe, and take a rest <3

P.S My hormones are really raging. Damn!

Friday, February 27, 2009 @22:02

Hey! I didn't update yesterday!

I want to start off with this list: 10 Things People Don't Know About Me

1. I'm actually very funny. Really.

2. I always carry my bag on one side.

3. I am VERY afraid of sharks.

4. I actually love maths, when I can do it.

5. A ghost haunted me before.

6. I'm scared of giving birth.

7. I like to climb..

8. I laugh alot!

9. I never hide anything from my parents, my Dad especially. Trust, 100 %

10. I don't look good with specs.

Today, something happened. It left me disappointed, and I think it showed in my face. Maybe a little anger, but mostly disappointed. It was unexpected from her, and of course it turned into a little anger, a little hurt, and mostly disappointment from me. I'm not what I think I am, and it was ridiculous for me to think that I was different. Time to lay back, Allison.

Today, I looked around for a person I've never looked for before, my heart started beating fast when I thought I saw the person, I felt empty when I couldn't find the person. And worse of all, I can't wait for weekend to END so that I can see the person in school on Monday.

This. Is. Ridiculous.

I must be going crazy. Why the hell am I doing all this? Tsk tsk. No no. I can't believe it. It's impossible..... OMG!

I bought a new hair straightener, I call her AIKO, which means beloved ^^

I want to choose a Japanese name for myself. Currently I'm thinking of either Kyoko or Misoka. Kyoko means mirror, by the way HAHA.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @19:32

GUESS WHO'S THIS?

It's our very own, SHOICHI !! Damn cute right! So Japanese ^^ Yeah uh, he's Japanese what! =D

My knees hurt alot. And now I've got a bruise on my feet too. I hope it recovers by Friday.

And OH MY GOD, I GOT A1 FOR MATHS TEST!

I was really shocked man! In 2 years, my first A1! I actually screamed out loud when I recieved my paper. Whoo. 29/35, still not bad ah!

A prestigious ballet competition is going to be held here in September. Only the top 40 - 60 ballet dancers in the world will get to compete, and I'm so excited! Of course I'm not competing luh, I'm excited to watch the competition. September, hmm.

AND AND! I read that SUSPECT X is opening in cinemas tomorrow! It's a Japanese detective thriller movie, anyone want to watch with me? Remember the Japanese drama which I was swooning over last year? The movie version is coming out tomorrow! SOMEBODY WATCH IT WITH ME!

@19:32

I'm too tired to say much.

I'm definately going to be covered in bruises tomorrow. I bet 5 bucks.

Monday, February 23, 2009 @19:22

I'm sorry for not passing you the cert yesteday, Zam. This Friday okay!

I've bad news. Now, I have to do all my Art in school. Final work and prep work. New rules, UGH!

I think I'm falling in love with someone. I really can't believe it man! Impossible!!

Watch it and tell me it's gay =.= Damn idiots.

Sunday, February 22, 2009 @21:31

The party yesterday was awesome! We sort of got drunk non alcoholically towards midnight and we started fooling around, and I freaking FELL INTO THE POOL! I got to push Teriza in later ^^ I was soaked from head to toe, hmph.

I woke up to the merciful rain today, and I met Zam for Maths. Thanks ah Zam, I went back to practice the questions and it worked! =D

Junsu got all touchy when he danced with a girl in the concert. *frowns* Yunho kissed another! HMPH!

Time to log off!

I redo;

For the person whom you hate, you say?

Let's start afresh. Hating you gave me pimples and wrinkles.

What would I say now?

Don't talk to me.

Friday, February 20, 2009 @21:52

Man. This is how a typical Japanese performance is; such simple stages, but the impact is big =D BoA has an AWESOME stage presence. I want to achieve that!

@21:45

I miss her.

Today was really exhausting. I ran 5 km today, and had 2 hours of dance. I felt really tired, but it felt good man. Then I went to spend time with my grandma, I hadn't realised how much I missed her till today.

I still have flag day tomorrow in the morning, dance in the afternoon, and a party at night. Excited, so I gotta get a good rest tonight. My schedule's gonna be hectic for the next week too :(

I really like Sho's hair now !

Thursday, February 19, 2009 @19:55

This is the movie I want to watch with my Reverandoms :

(It starts at 0:20)

It's a Japanese movie about a dancer. I'm not so sure about the plot, but I really want to watch it, esp with my Reverandoms. Would you guys watch it with me? It'll be out soon..

I have decided. Made up my mind. I AM GOING TO STOP. There's no need for confusion, denial, or anything else. Just a reaction, and results. The evidence, the guilt, has been laid out for me to see. I have to stop ruining things. Time to wake up, time to change. I've to stop running away. This isn't me, this isn't the one I'm supposed to be. Not in this lifetime. I can do better than this. I did better than this. I don't have to be like this. Not supposed to either.

@14:42

Subaru is coming out soon! My lovely boys are in it, and I can't wait to watch it. If it gets released here luh. It's nice to finally see a Japanese dance movie <3 I'm going to drag the Reverandoms to watch it ^^ I even saw the Bolero Movie MV, I'm gonna post it when I get the link. Junsu looks bleah in there tho. Hmm.

The ridiculously long emergency exercise has killed my brain cells. My head is throbbing.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @15:33

I've got a few things to announce. Firstly, Micky has a new car. A really HOT one.

Damn. I knew he was the type who goes for the good stuff, but this is just WOW. This was the car Edward wanted to get for Bella ^^ It suits Micky really well. Hot car for a hot guy ^^ I can see all the girls really going after him now =.= Micky.. You would make an awesome boyfriend <3

Next. AARON TAN reads my blog =D

Thirdly. I'm sick of it all! Stop the confusion! Grr.

I'm gonna go turn on the aircon and sleep.

P.S Congrats Zammy, it's your last day of work today!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @23:19

This girl is driving me nuts. She's so B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L that it doesn't makes sense. I'm freaking jealous, okay! Her name is Koh Ara ^^

@22:54

I almost broke my toe today. By myself. I was just twisting my toes around and suddenly I heard a sickening SNAP and it started to hurt. I'm fine now. Though I'd wish I had broken it; at least I can skip Road Race or something.

Man, no way in hell am I going to run 5.4 km!

I'm pretty excited for Jae's birthday on Saturday ^^ I've a vague idea of my outfit for that... not. Ugh. Maybe I should go ransack my closet again. Thanks Teriza for coming with me! With HER around, I know we're going to have a CRAZZZZY time =D

Sooner or later, we're going to have 3 days of dance per week ^^

Goo, sometimes Hairul does have smouldering eyes, doesn't he? *grins*

Monday, February 16, 2009 @12:54

Today, my parents were talking to me about moving to Seng Kang. It has a nice environment, no doubt, but I'm not sure if I want to leave everything behind. I wouldn't want to go if possible luh!

I was thinking of being an air stewardess when I get older. But I would probably be vommiting all over the passangers, thanks to my motion sickness. I want to be an air stewardess; imagine being able to meet someone cool on board!

I've been having restless nights recently. All I do is to toss and turn in between uncomfortable dreams. Haha, today I actually let Furqaan, Sho, and Aaron convince me to skip coursework. If it wasn't for the fact that alot of people weren't going, I might have went ^^

Sunday, February 15, 2009 @23:01