I need to blog about many things today.
Firstly I must say this out I LOVE MY HIROUKA PEOPLE TO BITS.
I miss you guys so much and would want to spend that period of time all over again. To the extend that I would give ANYTHING, and I really mean ANYTHING, to have that. Yes yes, even Kim Junsu. All the presentations really made the missing so much stronger. I don't care all of those graduating ones retain for a year so we can graduate together ok!
Today was the first time I went for the Korea meeting. Of course, I didn't expect them to be as bonded as the Japan people but I really didn't expect the whole atmosphere (for me) to be so uninviting. It wasn't gloomy or anything, but I just didn't know the people there, even those in my group, and it was VERY uncomfortable being with them. I was literally rotting in one corner on my own =x YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I FELT LIKE RUNNING BACK TO THE MUSIC ROOM >.<
In fact, I was even thinking of telling Ms Ruth that I needed to be back at the music room early. But I couldn't drop my responsibilities just like that. And when I finally ran back to the music room... The sound and sight of all the Hirouka people calling my name and smiling at me really.. really made me wanna cry. I FELT SO FREAKING WARM AND HAPPY. The warm was warmer than what I felt at hot spring. Even warmer than how I felt when I saw Junsu dancing topless (after RIPPING his shirt off on stage) for the first time.
The warmth just warms my heart SO MUCH. SO SO SO SO MUCH.
Really man, thanks guys. YOU GUYS ARE TRUUUUULYYYYY THE BEST <3>
No words can ever describe the bond we have.
Well. Maybe I should just start opening up. Yeah, I'll do that tomorrow. To make them comfortable with me, I'll need to make the first move. I must remember that I look very DAO when I'm expression-less. That's something I need to change. YEAH HWAITING!! GO FOR IT ALLISON! I'm sure I can change the situation tomorrow :) THINK POSITIVE!
Tomorrow is the last day of presentation. And yet, I cannot be there. (Sorry Mr. Mohammad, my heart just BELONGS there^^) But by hook or by crook, I'll sneak in during my breaks in the Korea meeting. We have another 2 hours of lessons and the trip briefing by the travel agent tomorrow.
Dance just now was alright. I realised that I need to practice the same routine for a few times before I actually get it right and not forget. Only after that then can I improvise on the steps. Haiz. I'm such a slow learner, I'm sure Mr. SM would get freaking fed up. Hmm.
Shawn says he is going to give me something tomorrow. Probably related to DBSK and to my favourite member. Does he even know how Junsu looks like? Hmm.
P.S I doubt all the crapping/sleeping/snoring/laughing/crying in buses and all that will happen in Korea. I'll get homesick AGAIN but this time it'll be worse cos I'll miss you guys too >.<
Start drooling people. Wanna eat it? Let's go Japan again ^^
