I'm feeling great right now. Cos I'm sitting at the window and the wind is freaking strong. But not as nice as the one I felt in Japan <3


I woke up to a bad morning man.. Umma and appa went to Giant to buy food, and the house was food-less. And when they came back I couldn't find anything nice to eat also, so I was like 'ARGH I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIND FOOD LA' and went to bathe -.-'' I'm thinking of asking appa to bring us to eat PizzaHut later. I wanna eat the chocolate cake thingy^^


I'm also waiting excitedly for Sanjoe to bring me over for lunch on a Sunday. From the way he describes it, IT SOUNDS FREAKING AWESOME. His mum will cook like, really really delicious food and then they sit as a family to eat with the forks and knives and all. SOUNDS REALLY NICE <3


And on wednesday Fiona jie jie is going to cook Italian food. OMG I can't wait wait waitttt. I love her loads <3 Countdown: 2 more days to go^^



LIST OF THINGS TO DO

: Brush up on my Korean before 30 Oct
: Start practicing I'm Your Girl for audition
: Start freestyling to random songs
: Come up with a list of things to pester Yanjun unnie for after her O levels
: Teach Yanjun unnie and Dione how to speak Thai before flying there on 26 Nov
: Pray for assignments and projects to start coming in so I can earn money
: Make an appointment with Dr. Bernaldine(?) tomorrow
: Organise final plannings for Hirouka Chalet
: Persuade Razi to attend
: Send in audition to Avex (ask Sho for help)
: Lose weight before 30 Oct/30 Nov >.<
: Shop for clothes



Seems like alot of things can't be done without money. Cally ah~ ~ When will my portfolio by ready??? >.< I need to earn money T.T





Should I stop thinking too much?




Well sometimes when you think over the top, you prepare yourself for things that MIGHT happen.






But, is it healthy?





Do you want it bad enough? Are you willing? Its all up to you.





11 more days to Korea <3
Junsu oppa <3 Here I come^^