I'm so sleepy now. But let me blog before sleeping.
Today I had dinner with Ms. Ruth. Brought her to GangNaRoo and I'm glad she likes the food there ^^ We're going back there again! Next time is to eat the BBQ thing, which is really really simply delicious. I'm sure she'll like it, and also this time I wanna eat pancakes. Thanks for the treat there Ms. Ruth dear! You're the best <3
After that we went to eat at TCC (art gallery). Its a normal TCC luh, but it has a slighty arty concept. We both LOVE desserts so we went there to eat after that.
OMIGOSH I LOVE THE DESSERT <3>
Ms Ruth, now you have another favourite other than the Changi airport one right ~ But its abit far luh. I think its a good place to unwind your stress though =D
Here are some pictures taken from TCC
We really talked about alot of things. From gossips to results, from results to weird dreams. Haha. Men can never understand women. NEVER ^^
Really looking forward to dinner-ing with you again Ms. Ruthie ~~ I was disappointed the ahjumma wasn't there today. Was really hoping to expose you to some korean first. Haiz.
JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT TODAY..
Alright, I have this feeling that ____ doesn't like me anymore. (I'm not going to mention the name of the group because I don't want to spoil it's image.)
In fact, I think that they they might be hating my guts.
Might.
Why? Seriously, the only reason I can think of is the issue of me quitting dance. Which also equals to them paying more to cover my share. Which will eventually cause them to have resentment towards me.
Money. It's a good and evil thing.
But honestly, if this is really the reason, if this is really true, then I got nothing to say. Go ahead, hate me. I'm apologetic, I've apologized, what else do you expect me to do? What else can I do? Sell myself for money to pay for the dance? The unnies might not be telling me this but this is how I think they're feeling.
Heck. They don't even talk to me nowadays.
Hmm. If they want to continue this, then fine. I don't have to bother so much, or even CARE if they don't even want to put themselves in my shoes.
Not everyone has a job/is as rich as you guys.
If I have to leave, I'll leave. There's no point in me trying to fit in to another person's world.
There are times where I can't stand blood type A people. I have this urge to give A s a stare. Some can't even bother to think about others, and even abuse their (non existant) authority. Some just make me want to laugh when they attempt to do something they don't even know, and think they're doing great. Worse is they don't even wanna listen to people who is familiar in that line and they even question their reliability. It's like asking a chef is he's sure he's cooking a chicken and not pork. And to top it off, they don't know the meaning of respect. At least I've learnt how to be firm like her.
I don't know why but I get angry when I read her LiveJournal. She's a very cute person but she is just so self delusional, it's worrying. But when I see her putting others down for this delusion, I get angry. I think its a pity, really. Is this what she really wants?
Quiet but always supportive. Someone normal.
She's awesome. I owe her alot, and I won't ever forget how she's helped me and cared for me.
Sweet but sometimes scary and self centred. Well. Background has a part to play, I guess?
Always there to help, sweet and caring. She's one I've learnt alot from and won't ever forget.
Memorable time spent luh, on the whole. If I'm not wanted, I'll just leave.
KOREA; THURSDAY <3
I'm leaving for Korea this Thursday already. Really excited, especially with the visit to the High School and EVERLAND. Of course I hope there're also malls and all that luh.
I seriously don't know what to expect on this Thursday. Tears, I guess? I'll really miss alot of people. Definately going to miss Hirouka people, especially people like Zamtaro, Furqaaaaaaaan, Manda, and a wholeeeeeee lot of others.
Just watched the first part of Come To Play. It was the show where Junsu talked about his first kiss etc. Well the first part was really funny luh. He's so dorky can. KNS. Break my heart then make me fall in love with you again. Tsk.
Lunch with Oliver, Fiona jiejie, and grandparents at the airport tomorrow. 12.15 pm, and Ama has been calling me and my parents to ensure that I won't be late >.<
Dance in the morning on Thursday. Oh man. Can't I not go? >.<
P.S I want to sleep well tonight. Wake up at my own pace, and not be late for lunch. Again.
