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I suddenly feel bad towards Razi. Why, I also don't know. I just feel bad. I hope Furqaan feels better soon. He don't deserve to feel this way! So many things are happening. She seems angry, I don't know what to do. So are they. I feel very disheartened. If she/they are going to be this way, then I'll just leave them alone for now. Let time heal everything. Instead of forcing her/them to clarify things/forgive, I'm just going to stand by the side and wait. And just enjoy whatever I'm having now. Things to focus on and enjoy intead of being upset/paranoid/guilty/sad/moody : 1. Tour guiding with Kaiwei and JAPANESE BOYS. Scarly see Koushiro there. Hehe. 2. Competition @ Singapore Poly. Cute guys here we comeeeeeeee ^^ 3. Hirouka chalet. Yamakura and Hatanaka is coming! So is Mr Mohd! What else can I ask for <3 4. Thailand trip. SM concert with DBSK and SHINee! With friends somemore. And I miss BaMu and Uncle Somchate! AND BAM! <3 5. SM Audition. Should be ready right? OF COURSE! Believe in yourself. 나는 할 수 있다 ! (I can do it!) I'm going to remain positive. Whatever problems I encounter now, are things that only time can heal. No use trying to fuss over them. Might as well be happy! I'm baking brownies with Fiona jiejie for the chalet for Tuesday night. On Monday night dinner will be by ME, which is PASTA!! *ding ding ding ding* I'm been waking up late these few days. Time to stalk the forums again~ Sayonara <3 |