I went to bed, smiling, last night.

This morning, I told myself that nothing could spoil my perfect mood today. But I was proven wrong, bit by bit. Should I say that I'd seen this coming? I'm pathetic.

But when I was at my lowest point of my day just now, a dear friend saved my day. She offered to keep me company for that rest of the day, and I can't express how grateful I was.

Disappointed, but what can I say? Who can I blame? *snort*

Alright. So I fucked up and got the day wrong for Valkyrie. And people got pissed with me. I mean like, wtf man, if you're hyped up enough for the movie to the point where you would get angry over this mistake I made, why the fuck didn't you check the timing yourself? I was being helpful in the first place. So I made a mistake, big deal. If the movie was so important to you, go should go check yourself luh! And worse still, what right does anyone have to be angry when that person didn't even plan to watch Valkyrie in the first place?

Want it so much, but refuse to move a budge for it. Ridiculous.

Today, I was talking to Carel about the issue of sounding. Why do people sound others? What right do they have to do that? Are they the most perfect person in the world to point out the flaws of others? The answer I would most probably get is, sounding the person for his own good. For him to change for the better.

My ass.

How do one expect the other party to listen and change when one is constantly screaming and shouting at the other party? The whole point is not to change the other party isn't it? The whole purpose of sounding is just to point out all the things you don't like about the other person, criticize him for it, and argue back whatever defences the other party gives. Argue to the point of winning. AT THE OTHER PARTY'S EXPENSE. One would argue like a babarian just to win. Argue about non existant issues, issues that are NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS.

Thus, in that case, one does not sound for the benefit of that person. It's just an excuse to BULLY.


I'm giving up. No more hurt.