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I haven't been blogging since forever. I'm sorry Goo, Carel, Razi and Nas for bailing out at the last minute. Felt really shagged today, what happened in school today was abit too much for me to handle I guess. ART ART ART ART. I believe I can finish my Art preppie by Monday. Come on Lijie, let's CHIONG! Can't stay over at Georgia's this weekend anymore, bleh. Why must Art have prep work? Can't I just paint something and end it? Sigh. My good friend has got the piggy flu. I think I'm next. It's really hard for me to think positive and feel confident/hopeful when I look into the mirror and see the damages I've done. 'Look at what you've done!' it seems to be screaming at me everytime. I'm submerged with guilt, shame, fear, and regret. I don't want this. I don't deserve it. I don't. |