I'm almost done with my final artpiece.. Thank god! Thanks Ms. Chua, actually. She's freaking awesome, I swear.
Tomorrow's going to be a hectic day. I've taken my pills but they haven't kicked in yet. Hoping to feel the effects soon.
I'm going to say something in reference to him and his post. I didn't expect such extreme negativeness from the post she told me about, but even if I did read it first before doing anything, I still would have apologised. And now, I've read new updates. You talk about me and my attitude like you know me alot. You don't even know me that well and you insult me and my attitude so much like you even know a fuck about what's happening and what I'm doing? The last person to mention ANY flaws in MY character and attitude is YOU. You don't even fucking know me personally that well, so stop talking like you know everything. Ugh. And backing? Who are you referring to as backing? HUH? What, the family? WHAT BACKING? I don't have backings. I take full responsiblity for my own actions, right or wrong, which is why I would still apologise even if I knew you were being such a pussy about this. So big fuck to you. At this point, I don't really care what you think about me (never really cared actually) but no way am I going to go sleep without writing something about your posts. When I replied Sarah, I meant it in a joking way. What, you don't think I'm joking? Don't believe that I was sorry? Don't then! I apologised, I know what I meant in my reply to Sarah, and I know that I'm not going to try to convince you anything cos this is you. You, who is fucked up so I'm not going to continue apologising, or continue trying. *shrugs* I'm sorry that you're being such an ass about this and to blow this out of poportion. I don't think I would care anymore after this. If you think I'm a bitch to my friends, and that they've suffered alot being with me, continue thinking whatever you want. Whoever who is suffering by being with me is free to leave me. Do you see me tying a chain around their necks? No. So with the fact that my friends are not leaving me proves that it's either they're stupid, or you're just cock eyed. *shrugs* I no longer care if you accept my apology. As long as I know that I was sincere in my apology and that I meant no personal insults in my reply to Sarah, I won't care anymore if you think I'm a shallow bitch. If this is the way you choose to look at things, then up to you lor. Whatever works for you man. And if I AM being an ass to my friends.. I trust that Goo or Carel would tell me about it. Yeah, so stop fucking around in my life trying to judge me and go get yours. I don't need your criticism, I don't even know you. Shall go hunt down some videos of SNSD or something now. See you all tomorrow, darlings!
