When I first read it, my initial reaction was shock and hurt. But I immediately realised that I wasn't purposely left out/uninvited; my dearie already knew I was unavailable! I know that she knows, and alot more, and I'm really appreciative of the extra efforts she took. I instantly feel relieved and apologetic for doubting them.

I just wanna apologise to Furqaan, Aaron, and my other friends for my recent behaviour. I know I've been acting weird recenly and pissed Furqaan off a little, and probably even Aaron. I just wanna explain that I've been pretty sensitive/down/fucked up/battered/crushed/emotional/worried/scarred recently, and it's going to continue on for awhile more. Alot has been going through my life in the past few weeks and I'm struggling to get over it. I really feel that I was going through one of the darkest period of my life, but it's getting slightly better now. I'm sorry Furqaan, if I really pissed you off yesterday or something. =( I just need some time to get over this.

I'm extremely grateful to Sinthu, who has ALWAYS been there for me. Reminding me, keeping an eye on me, consoling me etc. Same goes to my dearest Sanjoe and Vani, and our very dearly missed friends. I love you guys.


P.S Thanks Carel and Selena chagiya =)I'll get better soon.